This is going to be a post about my abysmal week, and music.
I'm currently listening to Florence + The Machine's latest single, Breath Of Life, for Snow White and The Huntsman. I really need to see the film, but right now the music is more important. I love listening to Florence, the music is so powerful, so sorrowful, so meaningful and deep... It speaks to me. Wow, that sounded like a horrible cliche, sorry, but it's unfortunately true. I really do love Florence. It's just so beautiful. Here's Breath Of Life, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ROtBbOcdFxo
I usually favour bands with amazing lead singers, starting with Orgy, with lead singer Jay Gordon (great electric voice), and then moving onto A Perfect Circle, with Maynard James Keenan, and then moved on from A Perfect Circle to Tool, simply because he was the lead singer for that band, too. And when I say 'Moved on', I don't mean I left the band behind, what I mean is, it became another favourite band. I mean I started listening to them, like a musical evolution (and Maynard's voice is absolutely amazing, by the by).
ANYWAY. Let's go back to my abysmal week before we push on about music.
It started out decently enough, I started a couple of commissions that I had taken due to a complete lack of finances (still dealing with that one), I've finished one of the commissions now, but I won't post it up here. I haven't been paid yet, and I don't want to risk my commissioner finding her final piece and not paying me, that would be very not good.
On Monday or Tuesday, I forget, one of the pipes in the bathroom burst, luckily while we were all at home, though it was fifteen minutes before we managed to turnthe water off, by which time our bathroom had flooded, there was water coming through the light socket and the ceiling in the hallway, and half an inch of water on the tiles on the hallway floor.
So that was that.
But compared to the news that I recieved later in the week, the burst pipe was completely pushed out of my mind, and looking back it seems inconscequential.
I had a couple of job interviews, one of which got back to me today to tell me that they didn't want me. My mum called me on Wednesday evening to ask how they had gone, and gave me some awful news. I won't type it up here because of family politics, but it's really rocked me, and the emotional fallout is taking it's toll.
It's be alright, eventually, I just need time to process it, to find, to discover what I'm going to do with the news, and then face my family.
Anyway, let's end this one a cheery note, and hit 'replay' on Youtube one more time, because oh man Florence... Your music is so powerful, I love it.
I read an article just recently on twopaddocks.com, Benedict Cumberbatch (along with a long list of celebrities) gave a top ten music list, and I read and listened to them all (and liked them all, more importantly). I really wanted to make a list of some of the bands that he listed because I liked them especially, and wanted to look into them a bit. So, for starters, The Macabees, because 'We Grew Up At Midnight' was really nice to listen to. I know, nice isn't a good descibing word, but this is my blog so what I say here goes. I really loved Claire de Lune by Debussy, too, such a beautiful tune, it made me want to learn to play it on the piano, too. Stone Roses were great too, 'I Am the Ressurection' was good to listen to, but mostly, out of all of the songs, it was Radioheads's 'How To Disapear Completely' that really got to me.
Maybe it was the desciption that Benedict gave to accompany the song, explaining about the horrific carjacking that he and a couple of friends were submitted to, and the song playing in the car, acting like a sountrack to this horrible event. Maybe it was because of the really awful news that my mum had given me that was playing heavily on my mind, but it just shook me. Sitting on the sofa at one in the morning, fighting sleep, feeling solemn and thinking about life, the universe and everything. Well, I listened to it, read the description and has tears in my eyes. I don't cry often, but lately I've been giving in a lot more to my emotions, and the song really helped with that. Here's a link to it, do give it a listen, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZq_jeYsbTs
Right, I guess I should leave you with some good news, eh? Well, dad and I are going to see the Natioanl Theature's Frankenstein at Cinema City in Norwich on Monday, and then on Tuesday or Wednesday I'm heading over to the private viewing of the year three illustration exhibition. Not just to see some excellent art, but because I want to be able to see the kind of work that we need to have produced this time next year.
So next week will be good. I haven't heard back from the other job interview yet so wish me luck, I think I need some right now.
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